i really really wanna do the things i like to do. but it seems that it is not that easy. i have so many things to consider and take care of. there's no way for me to become such an irresponsibily girl to dump everything aside just to do what i want to do. that's will be such a spoilt brat. and i shan't be one.

my mum scolded me for some apparent 'reasonable' reason. 'reasonable' is in inverted commas because it IS reasonable but yet one should never look at things from what it seems. although i know my mum scolded me for my own good, but i really really feel like going against her. i don't want to be just a mummy's girl. just hope that soon she'll get what i'm thinking of. i didn't bother to argue with her when she scolded me. she said, "don't try to argue with me ok," and i said "i won't" and walked off. actually that was cool. she won't have any reason to say anything anymore.

valentine's day was just the day before. i got lotsa chocs! okay, they were all from girls :( . but nvm, at least i have chocs! and this is the first time i received so many chocs and felt the atmosphere of valentine's day. it's rather fun! just that i ate loads of chocs that day, yesterday, and today. ahh!!!

hmm, zonals competition started already. super slack. can't wait for nationals..